disillusioned

[aquary]

there are times when people u love aren't the way u thought they r
bull shit

[Cigar]

Yes,but just the very small moment in our life..how could you give it have the big space in uor heart??
If she or he not good to us,we will ignore them..my friend today,may be my enemy tomorow..
My lover,the way she attract boys looks so lovely,and sometime..I feel disapoint about her..sad but true
Dont think about that.
I am mas..can you recognize me??

[aquary]

dear Xi` gà,

I'll tell u this funny thing: so many times I have determined not to believe anyone, not to expect too much fromsomeone else.
yet it is sth deep in my nature to believe n to trust.
There's a song like this: I just don't know what to do with myself.
How true it is with myself.

Knowing that these times, these stupid feelings will pass. N then we will grow.

P.S: this is not aboutlove
excuse the unclear words, for I'm in muddled thinking

[Cigar]

Yes,trust is the bright face of our life..we need trust because it't the nature instinc of the human..
and you are the girl..girls have the soft mind..and soft emotion,why we turn our face away from another...the life will become the cold ice crystal without trust and friendship...with the friend,we have the eternal flame that warm our heart,dry our tears..
The way I talk looks so romantics???:xBut I like it..

[kefka]

the answer is that's not the girl of your life
maybe i'm lucky than u , i find her and although we didn't get anything , I still think she's the best girl i've ever met

[Chrono]

i find her and although we didn't get anything , I still think she's the best girl i've ever met
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maybe you the lookies Kel :|
i 've not found my true love yet :(( goddam you

[Cigar]

Kefka,you got yourself a GF..and she seems to be the best one that you ever see..
I wonder that may be in some circumstance,you feel disappoint about her like aquary??
Everything can happen,and it will happen a lot of times when she belong to you in your life(if you and your GF can have enough patience to build your relationship)..but every one who falling in love must pass it.
I like Chrono..nothing more than a lonely shadow...sometimes I don't sleep,and look for the moondrop burst..where's my future???

[Minh So]

I had some times too.
But strange enough, I felt no disapoint (perhaps a little bit:p). It just made me stronger^_^, the more idols fall down the more self-confident man I become, it's good, isn't it? B-)
And at the third time recently, I just went out and have a cup of coffee with myself.

Yes,trust is the bright face of our life..we need trust because it't the nature instinc of the human..
and you are the girl..girls have the soft mind..and soft emotion,why we turn our face away from another...the life will become the cold ice crystal without trust and friendship...with the friend,we have the eternal flame that warm our heart,dry our tears..
The way I talk looks so romantics???But I like it..
=D> =D> =D> =D> =D>

[Cigar]

Your nick has locked,MS..why ???
Today when I come to that box..the usual silent that I have saw in so many times..and I see what AW post,may b I'm not healthy now, you are not useless..about software..you are more expert than me,all w are friends,right??
Selfish -->not bad,if someone have no self_confident,they can't pass everything.

[dieukydieu]

Yeh don't believe anybody very much so that then he or she can make you disappointed!
But in life, must have belief and self-confidence to overcome the hardship!
Minhso's old nick locked is also an experience lesson and now you have new nick and i think you also have new style in posting. welcome and build our box to develop! Thkx all!

[Minh So]

Minhso's old nick locked is also an experience lesson and now you have new nick and i think you also have new style in posting
Cì gà : do you think so ?:))

Your nick has locked,MS..why ???
nutin' to say^_^

[Cigar]

I see that what DKD said was wrong,just look in your signature:))..Rookie Soldier forever:))
So many reason,I can guess...but you ignore them all,it's useless..

[aquary]

What did you wanna talk about.
I feel please now,she will be my good friend forever,sometimes..we disunderstand each others and we make quarells,but that's nothing.
I will control my self to avoid something like that happen again..

[kefka]

nope , cigar , never i feel disappointed about her , she's the only dream doesn't vanish in this da** cruel life .... shhhh

Chrono , dont' ever meet and meet for nothing , which one do you think worse ?
the day i realize we didn't mean to be , i was shocked , took me half a year to regain control :(

[Cigar]

nope , cigar , never i feel disappointed about her , she's the only dream doesn't vanish in this da** cruel life .... shhhh
Good thought,congratulation...But when she beome your wife..you must control your self to avoid all the quarell.
Women look like the angel when they rest,but they will very veryyyyy terrible when they have some trouble with us..becareful.
To have the enternal love..may be we must have some illusion,trust make our relation continue exist..

[dam_is_life]

[QUOTE]It just made me stronger^_^, the more idols fall down the more self-confident man I become, it's good, isn't it?
hic, what are you thinking? Are you overobssessed with ..fighting. I think it is so bad, so so bad to be disillusioned, to be disappointed by the very person you have always adored. And that will have a lasting effect on your whole rest of life.

[Cigar]

Lady,the most important things in man's life,may be strong and stronger..and may be brave,he must do amnythings in his life protect girls from their enemies..and that's why ..

But nowaday,I ,must say that:it's nothing..what's the thing girl expect from men??His gold heart,his spirit or something like that??No..I really regret about that.
There's the TV show in BBC and in that program,apear the very handsome and lovely amn,he introduce himself:the actor,he lack of time to find for himself the lover..just look for his smile..man,many young lady will fall for that smile,it looks very attractive,and to become his lover,everyone must pass a competition and the winner ,of course,become his wife.
That competion attract alot of girl...and when the producer ask:will you really love him???even if he has no money in his pocket,you see,he has the perfect body,and the gold heart,what will you expect more from him???Man,every girl..blind from his grand house,his shinning Ferrari,of course say yes...
And the result???The most pretty and wise woman win the competition..she will proud about herself,the new wife of the dreamly prince...and they give her the news:he's not a bilionaire,he's not the actor..just the very poor worker..but how can you deny him..they asked..you promise to love him forever becuase of his perfect body..his strong spirit..his deadly smile..his gold heart,and now...they said..you must accept him,lady.

It's the very boring side of our world,nowaday..materrial makes human blind,and man have no value..
Just the small example,but leave it alone..we live mirrage trust,and it's the way we continue ourlives

[kefka]

one think i dont like bout her is she didn't know how to play game , but now , she start with MU and getting rather fast , her elf is lv 50 now :)) , this prove why i love her so much : we're nearly the same ....

each love afair makes us more experienced , not stronger , i think

[Minh So]

hic, what are you thinking? Are you overobssessed with ..fighting
No, Just I do not have enough skill to express it^_^ (most of mine come from game and music, nothing else)

one think i dont like bout her is she didn't know how to play game , but now , she start with MU and getting rather fast , her elf is lv 50 now , this prove why i love her so much : we're nearly the same ....
That's great:))

[dam_is_life]

To cigar
I agree about men's greed: insatiable greed, and disgusting. We are like in a rat race and we can't resist the trend, which makes it the more disgusting. What I hate most is hypocrasy and what is more: this comes from the most disgusting one.
To aquary, why are u so upset about your friend. Who is she and how close is she to you? Please don't mind if I am curious.

[kefka]

what greed , everyone have the right to have his own desire sothat u can't critic him just because he have stronger desire than you do
my MU account has been hacked , i think i will quit online next few week

[Cigar]

Some magazine said that..if boys intend to the girl,and make she feel that she is special,she will like him.
But I can do that.
I think magazine is useless in some way.
Hey kefka:I think you better spend your time to your GF,not for MU..

[kefka]

dunno , but u really think so ? girl these days , dont need spend much time on them , just give them something on 14-2 and everything will be okey :x , game are more interesting to me
dont' you all see that i'm so brave ??? :)) just because my girls didn't come to this forum , they dont' like game :)) , what luck :x

[dam_is_life]

hey, don't play with fire . The wall has ears and who knows?someday your gf will know what you are doing behind her back, and you will have it all for daring looking down on such a mighty ( yet I must say messy) gendre.

[Cigar]

About the relative between you and cin???
i hope that she not disillusion about...
Girls are scary,it's my enternal point of view..

[dam_is_life]

hehe, don't dare make wild unfounded guess, I know what you mean behind your ....Just wondering who could boggle her mind. That is all. Ya, girls in some way are untameable creatures (haha). The best way to get a girl round your finger is to pretend to ignore her. When the curiousity grows strong, who knows?. So my best choice is to stay out of this chaotic world...though friends and family are the exception.

[Cigar]

The best way to get a girl round your finger is to pretend to ignore her. When the curiousity grows strong, who knows?. So my best choice is to stay out of this chaotic world...though friends and family are the exception.I must ignore all of their action,even if it makes me feel scare???[-xI think I will not do that.
The world has 2 parts,the men world and womens..but I can't put my foot to the orthers word,they are not for me..sometimes,some illusive imagine has summoned..but it doesn't last long,and I must see the reality.
It 's not make me feel sad..I don't feel sad about the things that I never have in the life before.
And I shouldn't have the things that not lying in my derseved_due

[kefka]

untameable creatures ( i agree with you :)) ) but predictable :))
my ex-girlfriend was a special case , she gets everything on my mind sothat i'm always in big trouble , her temper is more worse , what a hurricane , I never know if she's angry or happy
but she's nice :)) , really lady-like cutie , a little kitten know when and how to use hers claws :))
even now I dont' understand why so many different nature could stay peacfully together , but i know i never find someone like her again :((

[Chrono]

he he you feel regretful Kelf , don't you :))
you lost a cutie pussy that hard to get , now who can say you don't image her while your new gf beside you :)) ..

I never know if she's angry or happy neither do i :((

[Cigar]

Ahh,long times no fish here lol.
May be in your eyes now,she is the angel..no one can replace her..but in the future,no one can guess,just like dil said:the wild unfound guess,mwa ha ha.
i feel jealous with you,seems like when some guy are being looked after by some girl,his heath will grow better day by day...love was the unimagine power.
the Alone guy,will die sooner than the man who has his soulmate.That's why I feel sick along 10 years..when I begin to grow up.

[kefka]

i didn't say noone is better than her
only that she's very important to me , in the future if i would be with someone esle or meet someone more special , nothing will change , she's still my first love and my memories stay the same
hey , but we're talking bout Gf again , this not the topic for it , remmeber ?

[Cigar]

GF will make some disillusion if the fool man trust her alot.
So taht's why I must control my emotion,may be she is the most important or the best one,but I will never dare to promise something for some girl.
The more we trust,the bigger disappoint we get.